Well, I'm doing a blog tagging jag. I was tagged and now I'm to put up my work in progress for all to read. So here it is and if you want to leave a comment and tell me what you think go ahead. Hope you enjoy my excerpt.
On a night like
this, with the wind a-jiggering the sails and carrying the rough
words of sailors over to me, I can't stop tears pouring from my eyes
and washing the decks as much as the sea. I be feared my thin bones
will snap in the storm and the tossing will be a-pushing my shins
through my knees. My name is Beggar Charlie and I be ten years old or
thereabouts.
The Devil makes
times like this so He can a-laugh when a small boy like me slides
into the railings and falls among the sodden ropes a-tangling on the
decks. I kick the debris around me and begin to scream. I just know
that Satan is hoping to make a home for me among the fires of
everlasting torture.
“God be with me.”
I holler as loud as I can. “Bless those that be on the sea.”
Everywhere there be
coarse men a-hanging onto something that will keep them from falling
into the great ocean beyond the ship. When I finally manage to lift
myself, I be awash with salt from the waters, and slip with each
crest of a wave until I make the Captain's cabin, where I dry my
spindly body and think to rest in the corner where Captain Butler
lets me sleep.
I hunker by the
wall, pretending that the storm be but a dream and I be a-cradled on
my mother's bosom while she sings me to sleep. If she hadn't died I
would still be with her and the thought of her can rescue me from the
dreariest of thoughts and the most mortal depressions. Her face in my
mind makes the year I had to beg melt away and makes the
press-gangers seem as unreal as I hope my life could be. If she be
still alive I wouldn't be here on this ship with all these hard-eyed
and rope-burned men and all their bitter thoughts at being stuck on
the sea when what they want is a pint of ale and with all their
bewildering talk is of warm women.
Their shouts a-come
to me, even through the wet wood of the cabin and I hear the masts
a-creaking with the plundering winds trying to wrest them from the
deck. My head bangs on wall when I try to settle down in the corner.
I can only think of the glad soil of the earth and how I would rather
be on it.
If those
press-gangers hadn't stole me, if the Navy men hadn't laughed at my
skinny, starved shape, I wouldn't be near the coast of China, in a
tempest. Those Navy men sold me to this merchant ship. Captain Butler
says to me, “I'm saving you, young lad. Those devils will throw you
overboard in a second.” I believe him. It be my only happy thought,
that instead of washing decks on a rotting war ship I be fetching
things for this Captain who refuses to call me Beggar Charlie, only
Master Charles. He says I'm mature, more than ten, he a-tells me and
that I speak like a big man, not the child that I be.
I be trying to make
the best cabin boy ever. Captain Butler says he be proud to be a
father to such a sprout as I, so I work hard and keep my face turned
whenever tears of sadness begin. He be the only one on board that I
have any comfort with. All the other faces be turning into their own
thoughts when I be around them.
I a-fear those
sailors sometimes. They be rough men and even though I think they
mean no harm, it's hard to stand one's ground with the schooner
a-rolling and a-shivering in the waves and the knowledge that I be
the youngest on the ship. The other day I passed two of those
stone-skinned tars and one of them grabbed me. “You're the
Captain's pet, are ye?” I could feel the ridges on his hands
through my always-wet shirt.
“Yes
Master-sailor.” I says. They laughed at that and tho it was a merry
sound that came from them, I could not help but think of the sea down
below me and how it goes so far down. If they find themselves the
route to jealousy I could be thrown by secret into the waves below.
There be no help for anyone alone in the middle of the ocean.
I comfort myself
that if those hard men be really disliking me, they would throw me
over when Captain Butler be busy at the helm. In truth, I begin to
like these men sometimes though the granite veins of blood be
a-pumping devilish tricks and games into their minds.
But I can't keep my
head from falling onto my chest. I be tired. I work always as the
days fly away behind me. My stomach a-dips with the ship but my
corner looks so comfortable, it be my only home out here. The place
where I hide the tin-type of mother when she was only mine. I lift it
to my lips, the blond ringlets rendered grey by the black and white
of the picture. I kiss her lovely face.
“Master Charles.”
I did not a-see Captain Butler come in.
“Yes, sir.”
These are the only words I can sing out here on the waves. All other
music is dead in me. His eyes brighten.
“The storm is
calming. It's passing. In an hour or two we should be on placid seas.
I worry about you when the seas are up. I know you can hardly handle
the ocean at all. If all be well, tomorrow we see land, Master
Charles and I must over-see the unloading, to make sure the winches
are handled right.”
“Yes, sir”
Captain Butler does what my mother used to call, 'thinking ahead'. He
knows what he be needing to do before he does it and it's quite a
feat, I ponder, I will try to do it myself sometime.
“Well, lad. I know
you would like to be on land. I'll send Master Richard with you for a
little leave. Now don't go far, will you? I'm sure you'd like to get
off for a little while, especially after all this tossing.”
I just a-know he can
see how happiness just comes to me. Land! I can touch my foot on
soil, even Chinese soil be good. I be not too fond of Hickory Dick,
or Master Richard as the Captain calls him but it be true that I need
an escort. Even one so mean as Hickory Dick.
“Has he ever
a-been to China?” I find it jumps from my mouth.
“No, you know he
was in the New World. He was at Montreal and he travelled down to
America where he dealt with Indians and all he met there. That's why
the men call him Hickory Dick, after the trees that he used to cut
down. He's only fifteen but he's been in a couple of fights in that
part of the world when there were troubles between the whites and
Indians. I think he will know how to deal with the Orientals. He has
to learn sometime.”
“He be older than
I.” I said.
“Yeay, Master
Charles. I say he's near to a man but still the second youngest to
you. I think you should find commonality with him.”
I a-struggled over
some of the Captain's words. It be plain to me that my brain gets
funny when it's tired and a-scared of dying but I let the Captain
know I liked his plan. It's hard to promise something when all is
a-moving around you but I opened my mouth to swear to be his loyal
sea-dog while I was here, but Captain Butler put his arm on my back.
“Master Charles,
lay down and sleep. The sandman wants to see you, that I can tell.
This storm will blow over this night, I suppose, and I want you to
enjoy your escapades on land.”
I never be so
grateful to anyone as to Captain Butler and it's funny that with all
the a-weaving of the ship, I soon felt sleep coming on. The boards
a-calmed under me during my dream of Captain Butler having me as a
son. And how is it possible that a mood can a-change overnight to a
hopping, dancing feeling in his bones?
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